I don't think...

you understand how much I love this song.

嵐 - A Day In Our Life

LIST!

To Do list for the summer...

01. Get a job
02. Write letters to Kat
03. Buy stuff for Kat to send
04. Go to N.O. with my best friend and possibly my brother and his best friend Nikki
05. GET A FUCKING WEIGHTING SCALE
06. Get skinny & toned
07. Get my damn CC stuff done
08. Get a blackberry (It's the fucking classy thing to do, I've been wanting one since forever and even Jessica has one HNNNNG)
09. GET A BLACKBERRY WITH TEXTING SO I CAN LEARN HOW TO TEXT PPL ESPECIALLY AT AWKWARD OR OMG MOMENTS.
010. Search for colleges with STRONG Linguistic programs
011. Dye my hair (lol, I don't know when but soon even though I love my dark brown that glows beautifully in the sun (lol) hair)
012. To finally start doing the damn chores around the damn house so I can prove to my parents I can fucking study abroad and keep my promise to God when I wrote that retreat letter ;___;

Last but not least, GET MY FUCKING SHIT TOGETHER.

If I fucking waste this summer by staying in my house, I'm going to fucking beat myself up.

I'll update more later :3

I wish...

(LOOK KAT IT'S US)


I wish I could be born classy as them ;____;

Lol, it's been forever since I updated this. ごめんなさい... But hey I put a new layout and thank you blogspot for updating your layouts ;____;

FIRST & FOREMOST I MISS YOU KAT ;_________; & my best friend Tram.... ;____;

Second, if my damn letter doesn't reach Kat. I have to found out someway to pull $40 dollars out of nowhere and send it to her again. >:|

Third, I'm going to make use of this blogspot and put a list of things I want so in case someone asks me what do I want for my birthday, I'll just go check this list ^^.

1. Money (the best gift lol)
2. Clothes
3. Shoes
4. Nikon D300s (what's up!)
5. 소녀시대 Photobook
6. All of 嵐 *cough* lol if not, 嵐 merchandise.
7. Makeup ^^
8. Marc Jacobs bag
9. Louis Vuttion (anything)
10. SOME FUCKING DOC MARTENS.

I'll add more later.

Fashion

I think ever since I was little or so I could remember fashion has always been a huge part of my life. I remember in CCD whenever we had student teachers I would always get jealous they could dress so nice and pretty and hoped that someday I could dress like them.

But times has changed and I have become a complete hipster about how I wear clothes. It's weird. I'm girly and hipster~ at the same time. I think I'm mean one too. I could name off a lot of designer brands and be judgemental when I see a person wearing that brand.

Burberry - ugh. I LIKED, keyword, LIKED, Burberry but now it's old-looking...
LV - classic
Juicy Couture - cute stuff but too girly sometimes.

Etc. It could go on. I really don't mean to be mean about it, it just I don't know people's taste in clothing and such are not....yeah. I always research my information because I'm so curious about it. I think that's how I am in all things that I like? If I like something, I take full on focus about it. Why can't I do that with school? -_______-

And *gasp* I'm updating here more than livejournal? If you see me doing this, please please slap me in the head. I can't leave livejournal EVER. I just can't.

Insomnia has caught me up again! I WILL END THIS RELATIONSHIP TODAY. TODAY I tell you, today. I don't know where I'm really going with this entry.

Ah, I looked at this forum on soompi about certain cultures in Asia standards of beauty. Although I already know it. I was hoping someone would post the Vietnamese typical standards of beauty.

Light Skin (a radiant glow)
-Clear face (no pimples/ acnes)
-Dark colored hair no dying (shows naturalness)
-Long/ Medium length hair
-Good small waist/ slender body
-Pretty looking hands/ feet
-Taller nose bridge (not to the point where it looks fake)
-No bushy eyebrows (waxed)
-Don't know if this counts but, good posture is a must too.

HA! I'm NOT surprised about this at all. Clear face is one of the most nagged things. I think Asia in general are peculiar about this cause it's like considered flawless. I'm a victim of doing so because I care so much about skincare ;_____; considering my two brothers had severe acne. The pretty looking hands and feet thing is a sure definite. My cousin's side of the family in Texas kept raving over my feet and hands. I was kinda baffled at the moment because they were REALLY raving about it, kept touching it and everything.

... I think I just end it here. How do I do an lj-cut like on this ? :/

I don't know how many times I looked at this photo but this has gathered all my feelings and thoughts into one simple photo that explains my want AND need to become a travel journalist. I think I really need to improve on my writing because I really feel that I am still unable to express myself and talk straight to point. Or that my writing is really childish. But I guess that's why practice makes "perfect."

Picture credit goes to Patrick Ng

Hello world, I have finally got a blogspot. I decided that I'm going to dye my hair soon. In fact, that colour right there is the colour I want for my hair. I need a change! I'm going to plan the two biggest trips of my first year as an 18 year old with my twin Kat! Hopefully it will all work out. If it doesn't, I'll make it work out >:|